all this love

the goddess in me is continuing to give him love freely.
"i can't leave it's too late."
i hope the god in him does the same.

i'm not gon' lie, it seems as tho he's throwing himself on the mercy of the courts lol and it makes me very uneasy. but i think that's because i've never been here before. and i've never known what to do.

he's also still throwing shade. but that could be actual work he's doing. but who can trust him!? NOT ME!

elixir is a great album. i mean lotus flow3r and mplsound is also, but this one connects with me deeper because its from a woman's perspective. and its teaching me how to love.

i learned my place as a sacred wombman the other day. a healer lover and completing element.
i think i'ma suck it up and get a room. and see what we can work out.