craziness

in all the angst of court proceedings i failed to realize/ acknowledge several things about the days leading up to TUESDAY..

monday NOVEMBER 2 was five months of sweet love
it was also the end of my 4th month (15th/ 16th week)

tuesday NOVEMBER 3 was of course court/ his release from the hell that is clarksburg
and the a FULL moon

now he is in DC jail and we cannot communicate at all, but i will promptly be writing him a letter and mailing it monday... and i guess tuesday ima go pick up his stuff from seven locks

my head is swirling. imagine what KAJ is doing right now. probably having a better time in there than he/ she will out here.

i haven't had ANY time to take pictures and im sad. because i wanted to document the bump. melissa will not give me my bloody camera back. i wonder what the fuck is REALLY going on with my friends nowadays. the 3 of them i do have, one being my lover. MS FINNEY said she would fotograf my development, and i have a doctors apt on the 13. my second one. im far behind in my check ups, i missed 3 but... WHATEVER.

my car is non existent and my place is not done yet. my parents bullshit me and i hate it. i swear when love comes home we're GONE. fuck waiting around on people to help.

i will have my english degree right before the summer soltice GOD WILLING. WOOT. then hopefully i can secure a massage certification/ license to do that for a while, and then get my juris docturate later on and teach and start gettin into the law thang. but i REALLY want to leave this country.

maybe i can pursue all that elsewhere. perhaps.

i just want to be a mommy. and be healthy. and have my love with me. its GREAT he's not all the way in BOYDS, MD... but check out how the universe works... the smell of him on his shirt fades the day he's taken to DC. guess thats a sign. i don't know what it means yet tho. will search my soul to find later.

i need to get back on my witchery. SERIOUSLY. i need to tear babylon down. but also i think i subtly am

Brahma by Emerson

If the red slayer think he slays
Or the slain think he is slain
They know not well the subtle ways
I keep and pass and turn again

Far or forget to me is near
Shadow and sunlight are the same
To me the vanished gods appear
And one to me are shame and fame

They reckon ill who leave me out
When me they fly, I am the wings
I am the doubter and the doubt
And I the hymn the Brahmin sings

The strong gods pine for my abode
And pine in vane, the sacred seven
But thou meek lover of the good
Find me and turn thy back on heaven

Schizohrenic

by CIRIUS B

"then one day you told me it was love..... "
and we had a baby.
<3

constant struggles in a quest to find myself...
keep getting knocked down.

NOW IM KNOCKED UP.
and im having a baby.

so the world turns.
crawling back in my cave to live as my ancestors did
eat this food. regurgitate. spit it up up up onto the walls of darkness.
spread it around and wait for my people to discover we again...

I WANT TO MOVE TO CUBA AND RAISE MY CHILD.
love.

The All

aka
"Allah".. "Yahweh"... "Yah"... "Jah"... "Jehovah"... "El Eloah"....
"Under and back of the Universe of Time, Space, and Change, is ever to be found The Substantial Reality -- The Fundamental Truth."
-the Kybalion

1) mentalism
2) correspondence
3) vibration
4) polarity
5) rhythm
6) cause + effect
7) gender





"all but the childish efforts of mortal minds to grasp the secret of the Infinite..."
-the Kybalion

Fuck the PIGS

warn the town the b e a s t is loose

KRS-ONE WHY IS THAT?

why is that?
knowledge reigns supreme over nearly everyone.

at any rate...
i'm currently on
h i a t u s.
be back soon to continue the creative process.
in the mean time and between time
i'll continue to nurture this new love.
new life.

give thanks.

Pentagram

The Meaning of a Pentagram:

The Pentagram is a symbol of a star encased in a circle. Always with 5 points (one pointing upward), each has its own meaning. The upward point of the star is representative of the spirit. The other four points all represent an element; earth, air, fire, and water. All these things contibutite to life and are a part of each of us. All the elements and the spirit are within the circle to symbolise that everything is connected. Also to show that everything occurs in a cycle, from begining to end and then again. The pictured pentagram above has an opening in the cirlce. This is almost never seen but I thought the picture was beauitful so I used it here. To wear a pentagram necklace or other form of jewerly, is to say you feel the connection with the elements and respect the earth.

THE STAR OF DAVID

Has six sides....

more to come.

all this love

the goddess in me is continuing to give him love freely.
"i can't leave it's too late."
i hope the god in him does the same.

i'm not gon' lie, it seems as tho he's throwing himself on the mercy of the courts lol and it makes me very uneasy. but i think that's because i've never been here before. and i've never known what to do.

he's also still throwing shade. but that could be actual work he's doing. but who can trust him!? NOT ME!

elixir is a great album. i mean lotus flow3r and mplsound is also, but this one connects with me deeper because its from a woman's perspective. and its teaching me how to love.

i learned my place as a sacred wombman the other day. a healer lover and completing element.
i think i'ma suck it up and get a room. and see what we can work out.

Despair is in the Air

I can't lie. Today I am broken. Actually I broke yesterday...
but today. I can't....
I can't pick myself.
Quiet storm.



Yesterday I found out that he was cheating, and has been lying to me about it for the last three years. Probably. "Ooh love I'm a fool to believe in you, 'cause I don't know...no I don't know anymore..."

I am releasing my self.
I just wish that someone would've told me. (But she did and I didn't believe her)

It hurts. Because I know this is what I get. This untruthfulness began with me. Or maybe it didn't. But, I can't blame the balance. I can't blame anything. These tears are to be tasted. These years were not spent wasted. But now I've gotta go.

I've been misreading the universe, thinking that I'm not supposed to be here... but I am.
I let a man trick me into believe I was inferior. Isn't that sad? That what he said about me was right. That I could not be saved without him. That he's supposed to be helping me. Helping me hurt? Stay in the back, don't say nothing... be my rib. I can't DO that anymore. It's KILLING me.

The funny thing is I can't even find him! LMAO. Stupid girl to believe he'd at LEAST be honest... let alone call me.




Moving on SUCKS. Especially when so much of my life revolves around him, my spirit grows out of our connection. I can see the lesson plain as day now and I wonder why it took this to get me here. But I don't wonder 'cause I know.

The Tree of Life For REAL!!

AMEN

And it all makes sense. Kemi people were so surreal.
The Original Man was unity. Of all of these things liftin up the Most High. I can't get mad at brothers that swear that they are everything... 'cause they are lol.

As a young lady I was rather perturbed with the idea that woman was made for man and vice versa, because I felt like it was such a cop-out, a route to an empty existence. But as a woman I love the fact that I get to be devoted to a GREAT man. My place in it all is love. So that's what I'm gonna bring.

YEP. We'll save the world, just you watch!

the seed.
The conditioned is the flower and the fruit
Knowledge is the branch
and the truth is the root
Look and see where the root is;
happiness shall be yours when
you come to the root
it will lead you to the branch, the leaf, the flower, and the fruit.

Color Chart

Healing Myself I Am! Yay (=
I just bought five books from amazon:


And after watching Sha Bless's AMAZING ALTAR VID:


I've decided to start gathering things for my altar. :-)
(I have already bought an elephant for it)

I also found a color chart at deeptrancenow.com
You know what I think is so amazing about this whole process is that people can call you crazy, but so many sources all say the same thing. And THAT IS THE TRUTH!!

	Red Healing properties: Brings warmth, energy and stimulation, therefore good for energy, fatigue, colds, chilly and passive people. Red energizes heart and blood circulation, it builds up the blood and heightens a low blood pressure. Energizes all organs and the senses hearing, smell, taste, vision and touch. Increases sexual desire and activity. Stimulates ovulation and menstruation. Never treat cancer with red, because this color will stimulate cell growth! Red links with and stimulates the root chakra, at the base of the spine, causing the adrenal glands to release adrenalin. This results in greater strength. Red causes hemoglobin to multiply, thus increasing energy and raising body temperature. It is excellent for anemia and blood-related conditions. It loosens, opens up clogs, releases stiffness and constrictions. It is excellent for areas that have become stiffened or constricted. Esoteric/magickal: Deities of love, passion, sexuality and war (to stimulate a healthy portion of assertiveness). Great energy, courage, will-power, determination, speed, assertiveness, aggression, masculinity, independence, physical strength, sports, competition, conflicts, health, sexual attraction and potency, love and passion, fertility. Preference for red: Red is associated with passionate love, sex, great energy, impulse, action and stimulation, assertiveness and aggression, courage, strength and power, adventure, danger, warnings, revolt and revolution. Temperamental and ambitious people with a need for personal freedom. Aversion to red: A person who has an aversion to red may be over-active, too impulsive, hot-tempered, aggressive and egocentric, or have difficulties with people with such characteristics. It can also symbolize deeply hidden fears and rejection of his own assertiveness.
	Orange Healing properties: Orange is warm, cheering, non-constricting. Orange has a freeing action upon the body and mind, relieving repressions. Orange shows new possibilities and other options in life. Stimulates creative thinking and enthusiasm, and helps assimilate new ideas.It is also helpful in dealing with excess sexual expression. Orange stimulates the lungs, the respiration and the digestion. Increases the activity of the thyroid. Reliefs muscle cramps and spasms. Increases the amount of mother milk. Finally, orange links very strongly with the sacral chakra. Esoteric/magickal: Deities of good luck and fortune. Attraction, charm, kindness, encouragement, stimulation, optimism, success, abundance, prosperity, feast and celebration, energy, achieving business-goals, investments, success in legal matters. Preference for orange: Orange represents the warmth of the fire. It brings even more energy than yellow, celebration and great abundance, comfort, enjoyment of the senses. Warm, sociable, dynamic and independent people who dedicate themselves to whatever they do. Aversion to orange: A person who has an aversion to orange may have suppressed sexual feelings or other difficulties with sensual enjoyment of life. The attitude can also be over-sensual, indulgent, or too materialistic.
	Yellow Healing properties: Yellow helps strengthen the nerves and the mind. It helps awaken mental inspiration and stimulates higher mentality. Thus, it is an excellent color for nervous or nerve-related conditions or ailments. It also energizes the muscles. Dark yellow soothes pains in the nerves (shooting pains) Yellow can be used for conditions of the stomach, liver, and intestines. Speeds up the digestion and assimilation, and the stool. It helps the pores of the skin and aids scarred tissue in healing itself. Yellow links with and stimulates the solar plexus, or psychic center. It can be used for psychic burnout or other psychic-related conditions or ailments. Activates and cheers up depressed and melancholic people. Gives lust for life. Esoteric/magical: Elemental air. Deities for trade, travel, knowledge and magick. Life-force, vitality, change, progress, contact, communication, trade, commerce, to persuade with confidence, joy, cheerfulness, learning, knowledge, mental clarity, concentration, memorizing, tests, speaking and writing, traveling, affirmation, visualization. Preference for yellow: The color of the sun, life-force, vividity, vitality and energy. The color of cheerfulness, curiosity, alternation, flexibility, progress, amusement, contact through traveling and communication, learning and practical knowledge. A feeling for writing and speaking. Aversion to yellow: A person who has aversion to yellow may be emotionally disappointed and bitter.May have tendency to rationalize feelings, or to avoid the depth of life by often changing relationships, many superficial relationships and/or constant changing activities.
	Green Healing properties: Green is the color of Nature and the earth. It is balance and harmony in essence and possesses a soothing influence upon both mind and body. It is neither relaxing nor astringent in its impact. Green can be used for just about any condition in need of healing. Green rings psychological and emotional harmony and balance. Green links with and stimulates the heart chakra.Green affects blood pressure and all conditions of the heart. It has both an energizing effect and a moderating or soothing effect. It cures hormonal imbalances. Stimulates growth hormone and rejuvenation. Cleans and purifies from germs, bacteria and rotting material. Harmonizes the digestion, stomach, liver, gall. Has a healing effect on kidneys. Increases immunity. Builds up muscles, bones and tissues. Stimulates inner peace. Strengthens the nervous system. Esoteric/magickal: Elemental earth (dark green) and elemental water (blue-green). Nature, fertility, growth, rejuvenation, recovering, healing, harvest and abundance, prosperity, harmony, balance, peace, hope, mother earth, home, herbal magick, plants and animals, counteract greed and jealousy. Preference for green: Green brings peace, rest, hope, comfort and nurturing, calmness and harmony. Interest in nature, plants, fellowmen, children and animals, health and healing, natural and plain life. Longing for a safe home and family-life. A dislike of conflicts. Aversion to green: A person who has an aversion to green may be more interested in independence and self-development than in a warm family-life. May prefer to keep a certain distance in (sexual) relationships.
	Blue Healing properties: Blue is cooling, electric, astringent. Dr. Edwin Babbitt, in his classic, "The Principles of Light and Color," states that "The Blue Ray is one of the greatest antiseptics in the world." Cools down inflammations (don't forget rheumatic inflammations), fever, high blood pressure, stops bleedings, reliefs the bursting headaches, calms strong emotions like anger, aggression or hysteria. Brings tranquility. Anti-itching. Anti-irritation (for instance redness of the skin), anti-stress. Soothes suffering. Blue can be used for any type of ailments associated with speech, communication, or the throat. Excellent forlaryngitis or inflammation of the larynx. Blue links with and stimulates the throat chakra. The throat chakra is often referenced as the "power center" and "the greatest center in the body" because it is the primary center of expression and communication, through speech. Esoteric/magickal: Elemental water and elemental air. Deities of the sea, truth and wisdom. Peace and tranquility, calmness, truth, wisdom, justice, counsel, guidance, understanding, patience, loyalty and honor, sincerity, devotion, healing, femininity, prophetic dreams, protection during sleep, astral projection. Preference for blue: Cool and soothing, dreamy and magical. Peace and rest. For people who keep a certain distance, but give calm and practical help; they are faithful and loyal, have a sense for order, logic and rational thinking. Flying in day-dreaming, ideals or nostalgia when felt mis-understood. Dark blue is more severe and can be melancholic. Blue is also the color of truth. Aversion to blue: A person who has an aversion to blue, may be very disciplined, strong career worker, with an aversion of commentary or restriction. He may have charted out a clear direction for his life and wants to follow that lacelike .
	Indigo Healing properties: Indigo is a great purifier of the bloodstream and also benefits mental problems. It is a freeing and purifying agent. Indigo combines the deep blue of devotion with a trace of stabilizing and objective red. Indigo is cool, electric, and astringent. Indigo links with and stimulates the brow chakra (third eye) and controls the pineal gland. It governs both physical and spiritual perception. It can be of great assistance in dealing with ailments of the eyes and ears.
	Violet / Purple Healing properties: These are colors of transformation. They heal melancholy, hysteria, delusions and alcohol addiction and bring spiritual insights and renewal. These colors slow down an over-active heart; stimulate the spleen and the white blood cells (immunity). Bring sleep. Soothe mental and emotional stress. Decrease sexual activity. Decrease sensitivity to pain. They help in detoxification. Leonardo da Vinci proclaimed that you can increase the power of meditation ten-fold by meditating under the gentle rays of Violet, as found in Church windows. Esoteric/magickal: Elemental spirit. Divination and prophecy. Angels. Psychic abilities, divination, counter-acting negativity/black magick, reversing curses, psychic healing, psychic power, inspiration, meditation, spirituality, spiritual power, astral projection, third eye, compassion, counter-acting depression. Preference for violet/purple: Colors for meditation, contemplation, mysticism, spirituality and religion power. A longing to ascend and dissolve polarities (purple consists of the active red and passive blue), to improve the world. Reservation, mystery and dignity. Soft, sensitive people with often paranormal abilities. Aversion to violet / purple: A person who has an aversion for violet / purple may have very serious attitude towards life; and may find it difficult to give dreams, fantasies, vague fears or memories a place in it. May have tendency to rejection everything he regards as unnatural or unrealistic.
	White Healing properties: White is the perfect color; for it is all colors, in perfect balance and harmony. It is the color of the awakened Spirit; the light of perfection; the light of the Cosmic Consciousness,the Divine Light. Just about everyone has heard of surrounding people with the "White Light of Healing and Protection." White light raises the vibration of one's consciousness and the body, bringing harmony in all aspects of one's life. Directing white into to a part of the body that needs healing is one of the fastest ways to bring about healing. Esoteric/magickal: Purification and cleaning on all levels, contact with higher self and spiritual helpers, (inner) peace, aura-healing, truth seeking, consecration, spiritual enlightenment, protection against negativity by raising your vibration, breaking curses, exorcism, meditation, divination, inspiration, clairvoyance, invoking spirits White can be a replacement for any other color your magick requires. Preference for white: White points at innocence, purity, virginity, cleanliness, freshness, simplicity, nothingness, oneness and completion, truth. In certain cultures white is the color of death and mourning. Aversion to white: A person who has an aversion to white color isforemost or solely interested in 'realistic' and tangible things, not in illusions or things that are beyond seeing or understanding. Knows and accepts the own imperfection and does not wish to achieve perfection.
	Magenta Healing properties: Strengthens contact with your life purpose. Stimulates adrenalineand heart activity. Esoteric/magickal: Scorpio-energy. Magnetism, to attract or speed up things, extra power, when immediate action and great spiritual power are needed, life purpose, life path. Preference for magenta: Much energy and activity focused on achieving power and self-realization. Strong but controlled passions and emotions. Daring, ready to fight, willing to give everything for a goal. Can drive things too far and have fixed ideas. Aversion to magenta: A person who has an aversion to magenta may feel overwhelmed by people with strong convictions or heavy emotions like jealousy; also may have difficulties with exposing deep emotions.
	Pink Healing properties: Heals grief and sadness. Restores youthfulness. Brings you in contact with your feelings. Esoteric/magickal: Softness and tenderness, romance, caring, nurturing, for children, youth, peace, friendship, femininity, emotional love, emotional healing. Preference for pink: Regarded as a feminine color. Pink symbolizes softness, sweetness, innocence, youthfulness and tenderness. Soft and kind people. Aversion to pink: A person who has an aversion to pink may have a challenge with expressingsoft, tender, female side.
	Turquoise Healing properties: Increases intuition and sensitivity. Works disinfecting and antiseptic. Tones the general system. Builds the skin. Relaxes sensations of stress. Esoteric/magickal: Alterations, intellectual and intuitive insights, technique, inventions, originality, renewal, brotherhood, humanism. Preference for turquoise: Just like the wide turquoise sea you don't want to feel restricted and you don't immediately bring to the surface what goes on in you; emotions can remain hidden. A color for non-triviality, renewal, innovation and inventions, progressive technics, alternative ways of living together, humanity. Aversion to turquoise: A person who has an aversion to turquoise may be looking for solidity and security in society, especially in marriage. Also, may be reluctant to think originally or to walk new paths.
	Brown Esoteric/magickal: Elemental earth. The planet-spirit Saturn. Stability, grounding, conservation, protection of household, family and pets, healing animals, finding lost objects, material constructions (buildings etc.), material increase, to make relationships solid, to increase decisiveness and concentration, attracting help in financial crisis. Preference for brown: An earthly color for practical people with a preference for natural, tribal and primitive things, solidity and simplicity. Brown can be warm and cosy but also depressing. Family-life persons, stable people, loyal friends. Aversion to brown: A person who has an aversion to brown may feel an aversion against normal, boring, trivial life; may not feel connected with his roots (home-land, family, etc); may experience instability in health and attitude.
	Grey Esoteric/magickal: Neutralizing negative influences, erasing or cancelling situations, causing stalemates Preference for grey: Very neutral and indifferent, non-expressive. It can be deliberate, but also lifeless, fixed, depressed and apathic. Reserved, cool people; unwilling to expose themselves or to have obligations. Grey can be refined and tactful. Aversion to grey: A personwho has an aversion to grey may prefers to be straight to the point, no time for political and tactical attitudes. Demands clarity, a knowing where one stands.
	Black Esoteric/magickal: Elemental earth. Deities of the underworld. Repel/banish evil and negativity, protection, banishing, binding, breaking free from bad habits/addictions, deep meditation, opens up deep unconscious levels. Preference for black: Symbolizes seriousness, darkness, depression, death, mourning, mystery, secrecy, occultism, a standing apart from or revolting against triviality, provocation, underground, underworld, things that have to remain hidden, nothingness as the great source of all creation, the need to keep your energy with you. Black is a color for extremes, everything and nothing. People who foremost trust themselves. Aversion to black: A person who has an aversion to black may have fear for the unknown, or fear for the abuse of power. Desires to become free from all kinds of dependency, blockages, hindrances; to throw off shackles.
	Gold Esoteric/magickal: Absolute authority, (self)confidence, creativity, perfection, solar energies, male energy, financial riches, investments, luxury, winning, worldly power, magickal power, overcoming bad habits/addictions.
	Silver Esoteric/magickal: Female energy, cycles, rebirth, reincarnation, healing of hormonal imbalances, emotional stability, remove or neutralize negativity, intuition, dreams, psychic abilities and psychic workings.
	Copper/Bronze Esoteric/magickal: Love and passion, for positive relationships in love, friendship and business, career promotions, negotiations.

Marvin the Martian

God Intelligence Speaks





I HAVE ALWAYS SAID MARVIN IS A GOD! THATS WHY I SLEEP WITH HIM EVERY NIGHT! (do that make me a venus bitch? siiiike).

another great black man!! *smile*

red is associated with mars
and green with venus
hmmm...
and he's black.....

HMM pan-afree anyone?

"The Holy Grail"

The Holy Grail is the womb, and it's contents menstrual blood, the sacred substance, "soma" the elixir of Life.

The Moon Goddess rules the Oceans, the tides, the Sacred Menstrual Periods of Women. Yes, you heard me correctly. We need to Honor our bodies as we as individual women are SAcred Vessels of the Divine. We are each Goddesses in microcosm.

Your periods, are essentially what marks us as females,it is what makes us women, this fact that we bleed.

"Only women Bleed" was a song by ALice Cooper in the '60's which I believe was the only song to ever address this topic and be a hit, in the history of pop music.

We bleed, 13 times a year in concert with the Moon's gravitational pull on our bodies. Our monthly flows are Sacred Gifts that we have. Most women call it "the curse" they are "on the rag" and really dislike having to go through the often crampy, irritable, bloated feelings that most women have.

When we treat our periods as special, wonderfull, honour our bodies and ourselves as Sacred Vessels of the Divine we stop experiencing PMS.

It is only when we go against the natural flows of life that dis-ease appears. SO GO WITH YOUR FLOW. Let it Bleed! that was another pop album by the Rolling Stones many years ago. Seems the men have more to sing about this than women? Be proud of your periods. Be good to yourself honour your sacred blood, for it is the Blood of Life. It is the Holy Grail, your womb the Sacred Cup that holds the Blood. It was intimated in The Da Vinci Code that Mary Magdelane was the Holy Grail but to be more precise it was her Menstrual Blood, the Holy Blood that is the essence, which each woman has, that is in itself the Sacred Cauldron of Life.

Men do not partake directly through their physical bodies of this Mystery. The power to live, shed blood regularly and not die was seen in ancient times as magical and sacred. In fact they are envious of woman's power, they do have Venus Envy, not the other screwed up Freudian way of looking at it. You have been brainwashed to believe that this is so.

The word Taboo which menstruation has been linked to for thousands of years originally meant Sacred.

From the beginning of the time when female humans began their menstrual cycles,men were in awe by the power that women have to bleed and not die. They were seen as Immortal, like a snake who sheds its' skin but does not die. The connection between women, snakes and immortality are archetypal symbols. Snakes are also connected in Eastern Traditions with Kundalini energy, pictured as a snake coiled within the bottom of the spine. Kundalini energy is the human connection to the Divine, and menstrual energy is connected to that power too.

Talking about your period even though it has come "out of the closet" so to speak recently is still not seen in a positive light by most women and certainly a positive natural approach towards women's moon time hasn't "bled into" the mainstream- yet.

Menstruation used to be known as the curse. This is Judeo-Christian, and many other Patrirachal religions brainwashing technoque for dis-empowering women for thousands of years, like the cursing and defaming of Eve, Lillith etc.
Indiginous peoples such as Native Americans and Hawaiians honoured women's monthly bleeding cycles as Sacred. That time of the month was called Moon Time and Native Indian women went to Moon Lodges,huts,or shelters in the ground to set apart their regular cycles from their bleeding times. It was noted that women were at the height of their psychic powers when bleeding, and so that time set aside was not originally to shun them or see them as unclean but to empower them to be with their bodies, their blood flows, to dream, rest,and renew.

Women's menstrual blood was considered holy and powerfull, you and I and babies came from the same blood, it is pure and full of nutrients. Menstrual blood was scattered on fields to fertilize them. It is still a great fertilizer, and is recommended that you use your sacred moon blood on your house plants,or garden, dilluting with water and watch them bloom.

Before the advent of modern electric lighting all women bled at the same time. Ladies you know yourselves that this is still true today when women live together their cycles blend together and occur at about the same time,even with artificial light interfering with our cycles. Because our bodily rythyms are governed by the Moon, all women ovulated on the Full Moon, where a big bright ova shined down on the earth from the sky, and all women menstruated on the dark or New Moon. All women were psychically and physically joined together in their rhythms! Imagine the power of that!
Well of course it terrified the men,so what was originally considered scred became taboo. The name became twisted in its meaning as thousands of years of Patriarchal and religious rule took over.

A young girls menarche, or first menstruation was an occassion to celebrate. The girl was set apart, some endured tests and physical hardships as an initiation into adulthood, and perhaps to prepare her for the work of eventually being able to give birth. Evry young girl should be honoured as she becomes a woman at this time.

I want to say that this is a fantastic idea, as menstrual blood even though it has come "out of the closet" so to speak recently is still not seen in a positive light by mostwomen and certainly hasn't "bled into" the mainstream yet.
Menstruation used to be known as the curse. This is Judeo-Christian, and many other Patrirachal religions brainwashing technoque for dis-empowering women for thousands of years, like the cursing and defaming of Eve, Lillith etc.
Indiginous peoples such as Native Americans honoured women's monthly bleeding cycles as Sacred. That time of the month was called Moon Time and Native women went to Moon Lodges,huts,or shelters in the ground to set apart their regular cycles from their bleeding times. It was noted that women were at the height of their psychic powers when bleeding, and so that time set aside was not originally to shun them or see them as unclean but to empower them to be with their bodies, their blood flows, to dream, rest,and renew. Women's menstrual blood was considered holy and powerfull, after it was recognized that babies came from the same blood, and so menstrual blood was scattered on fields to fertilize them. It is still a great fertilizer, and is recommended that you use your sacred moon blood on your house plants,or garden, dilluting with water and watch them bloom.
Before the advent of modern electric lighting all women bled at the same time. Ladies you know yoursleves that this is still true todaywhen women live together their cycles blend to occuc at about the same time,even with artificial light interfering with our cycles. Because our bodily rythyms are governed by the Moon, all women ovulated on the Full Moon, where a big bright ova shined down on the earth from the sky, and all women menstruated on the dark or New Moon. All women were psychically and physically joined together! Imagine the power of that!
Well of course it terrified the men,so what was originally considered scred became taboo, although the word taboo itslef originally meant sacred. I think it was just twisted as thousands of years of Patriarchal and religious rule took over.
Young girls first onset of menstruation was an occassion to celebrate. The girl was set apart, some endured tests and physical hardships as an initiation into adulthood, and perhaps to prepare her for the work of eventually being able to give birth.

Menstrual blood must be re-imagined as a Holy, Sacred, Prescious Gift, not a curse, or something to be despised,or defiled.
It is what separates the men from the women. All PMS,like any other physical discomfort or disease, stems from the relationship we have to Spirit, to our bodies, emotions.
When we honour our periods as special times out, to allow ourselves to rest and renew as we shed our uterine linings like a snake sheds its' skin, we embody the life cycle mysteries, of birth, death, re-birth and transformation. Women are inherently living the life cycle, much more so than men.
Menstrual blood,like birthing blood is the only human blood that is shed naturally, not caused from physical harm, damage or injury and not linked to physical death. Therefore it it the Blood of Life.

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KMT. peace.

Coming Back into Myself

Sacred Affirmation: Release of Burden by Takayu Bast
interpreted by Aja X

I breathe and breathe as I breathe it out

I release the negative baggage and doubt

I am all I need on air I fly

Breath in my ancestors that float on high

Oh Mother Auset I call on you

When I am lost show me what to do

I am your daughter eternally

Wisdom flow thru so I can see

I float and fly my cares away

Mentally manipulating my course and day

--

Lilith? The "snake" in the garden "initiating" so-called Eve?
Maybe...

The holy grail originally the womb? - blood not the blood of christ but from menstruation. hmmm. Research due.

"Women don't need religion. Religion was created for [men]. While we're doing this the women are sitting in the trees projecting their spirits off into the abyss and talking amongst themselves. If [women] were in this circle with [men] it would be too much power."
-an initiate in and order of Men of West Africa

Cleansing

So I'm going to Trader Joe's this morning to look for some inexpensive, organic, vegetarian foods to start shaping my diet. I am currently fasting, sipping on some water from time to time, and I've resolved to drink healthy fruit juice's since I just received a manual juicer.

I found this cool food guide pyramid for vegans which I'm just gonna use as a basis and then incorporate my own needs and such in there.

I have a $100 budget for food.
And then I'm going to use whatever I need from my card to look about some vitamin supplements. Mos def. Because I am not goin' out like that lol. But that's not until tomorrow...

I'm in the process of making a shopping list (and checking it twice). I need to find a good nutrition site tho since I don't have my book from the class I took freshman/sophomore year. So off I go. Wish me luck children!

I'm definitely looking out for those things I saw in yesterdays video.

Another thing I will be doing today is (hopefully alongside my friend who I am trying to help better) realigning myself in space and time. We talked about how modernity/ colonialism disrupts the space time contiuum (in a sense) and this interview with Dr. York as well as Shamise's response really made me decide to realign myself so I can get back in tune with the universe.

This false sense of time has been beating me on the head for years. I remember telling Zack Waterman outside of Carroll hall, last year, how time isn't real. Well "this time" at least. And since my proclamation the universe has been going thru leaps and bounds to reveal to me that I was right.

Isn't the TRUTH so FREEING. *snickers*

[update 1:41 PM]
so i found these dope ass charts at wikipedia for the vitamins & minerals, and have written my shopping list accordingly.

getting dressed and ready to shop. peace family!

A Fast Journey

So, tomorrow I am going to restart my fast that I was originally observing with the Bahá'í Faith. I got like 5 days into it and crumbled, so this last week will definitely BE dedicated to recapturing that confidence I had two weeks ago.

Raw Foods and Alkaline Diet by Ambassador Junior Lion (check him out)



this stuff makes me go "iron, lion, zion!" *giggles*

• oil becomes toxic when it's cooked
• sea salt ONLY --> Check this article on Bella's Online Alternative Medicine Site
• Organic Dish Soap

Juice Blend to try!

Cucumbers + Green Peppers + Granny Smith Apples + a touch of cayenne pepper

• all alkaline, all green

Grains to get into - SOAK these to eat them raw

• Kamut Grain
• Amaranth Seed - Calalou seed
• Wild Rice (but I already love wild rice anyway!) - not cultivated, grown in Mississippi
  
• Quinoa (Kinwa) Grain - Planted by Ancient Incans [2 cups of water to 1 cup of Quinoa]
• Rye
• Spelt Flour
  

WHEAT IS A HYBRID!? GO FIGURE! :-\ Another scam uncovered.

Check out these natural sweeteners -

• Agave Syrup - from cactus plants

"remember Cain killed able.... and cain doesn't have a seed"
that's right nagus, stay away from sugar, do natural sweeteners instead

LOL.
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So I will be fasting from March 15-21 (tomorrow - Next Sunday), from sunrise to sun set.
This next week is also my Spring Break, So this should be pretty chill.

The moon will rise and fall at these times in Washington, DC:

Mar 15, 2009 7:19 AM 7:15 PM
Mar 16, 2009 7:18 AM 7:16 PM
Mar 17, 2009 7:16 AM 7:17 PM
Mar 18, 2009 7:14 AM 7:18 PM
Mar 19, 2009 7:13 AM 7:19 PM
Mar 20, 2009 7:11 AM 7:20 PM
Mar 21, 2009 7:10 AM 7:21 PM

Which means I will be waking up and eating heartily at 6:30, then a snack at 7:00ish.
At 7:30 I will eat a hearty meal and Then a snack at 8:30. And then a light meal before bed at 10-10:30ish.

I'm excited to begin again. My soul is crying for it.

When I break fast on Sunday, 21 I will be a new vegetarian. My love agreed to chip in to the new grocery list (wish he would chip into me *pouts* or at least let me come around more so we could share in the bounty together, like sippin' smoothies and play fightin'. FUCK THAT I'M GONNA MAKE HIM MAKE TIME FOR ME DURING SPRING BREAK)

*steps down off soapbox*
Sorting thru my personals is getting increasingly easier, but definitely more intense than I ever thought it would be. It's just getting really lonely. I'm really dipping into myself and refusing to come out. When I do want to come out there always seems to be danger. And no one likes to come and find me really so, shrug. Better get used to the feeling.

Janelle Monae - Peachtree Blues - Janelle Monae

MAN I'M ALL AMY WINEHOUSE, "DO ME GOOD"
excuse me while i collect myself.

astrology of KMT

Energy Readings:
Determineing Your Sign

The signs of the Kemetic Zodiac are based on the months of the Sidereal Calendar. The Sidereal Calendar represents a new approach to time division. Based on the star Sirius and the Orion constellation, it is the only calendar that uses an exact cycle for the division of time. Used before and during the Pharaonic period, this is the only calendar that is not based on socio-religious events.

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How Does the Sidereal Calendar Work?

Each year is divided into twelve months of thirty days and one month of five days. The final month has one additional day every fourth year. The gregorian dates for the start and end of each month will vary due to inaccuracies in comparison to the Sidereal calendar.

Each month is governed by a God or Goddess who guides the destiny of those born within that month.

Month Gregorian Dates God/Goddess Tehuti September 11(10) to October 10(9) Aishat (Isis) Faufega October 11(10) to November 9(8) Mahata (Maat) Ikther November 10(9) to December 9(8) Sereky (Serket) Khuiakh December 10(9) to January 8(7) Naita (Neith) Tepi January 9(8 or 10) to February 7(6 or 8) Inipu (Anubis) M'Khir February 8(7) to March 9(8) Heru (Horus) Faamen-t March 9(10)-April 7(8) Taouret (Theouris) Faarmutet April 8(9)-May 7(8) Imin (Amon) Pekhn May 8(9)-June 6(7) Hetheru (Hathor) Payhini June 7(8)-July 6(7) Nfertmu (Nefertoum) Ipfi July 7(8)-August 5(6) Sebik (Sebek) Mesut-Re August 6(7)-September 4(5) Hakru (Akeru) Nwt September 5(6)-September 9(10) Nwt (Nout)

Each month is divided into three dekans, or period of ten days. The ten-day week was the original length of a week; the introduction of a seven day week was purely a political decision and has no base in spritiuality or astronomy. The month of Nwt will have five days except for the great year (every four years determined by celestial measurements) when there will be six days.

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So this is my guardian goddess:

Hakru:
Ruler of Mesut-Re

In all other years
Aug 6 to Sept 4

lioness Goddess, Hakru, is considered the creator Goddess who helps keep the order of the world. Hakru stays herself in her temple but takes a different form when she leaves it. When she is at peace she presents herself as the Goddess Cat, Bastet. This is for the joy and happiness of humans. When irritated, Hakru becomes Sekmet, the bloodthirsty warrior Goddess who delivers death and suffering as she wanders. These are the characteristics that we find in people born under her sign.

and now i gotta run out
more to come later...

spring break is here!

and my mind is a bit tired.
steady trekin tho.

things to look into:
indus valley civilization
indigo children - crystal children
pleiadian
council of nicea in more detail
Black Africans in renaissance Europe - book

hotep

Batouala by Rene Maran

“When the rhythmic acceleration of the dance had finally peaked in a breathless convulsion of short shivering movements, the dancers became immobile, happy, enraptured” (87). Members of various tribes in this local African region come to participate in the Ganza, the communal release of chief Batouala’s village. Together men, women, and children commemorate the integral role of sex in a community’s ongoing history.

Every part of Batouala’s community is sexual. “The goats [are] muzzling the behinds of their females” as the day breaks (15). Animals are naturally inclined to desire sex, just as humans are. They do not follow any ‘rules,’ such as practicing it solely as a reproductive act, and act promptly on instinct. This suggests that sexual desire can transcend species or function as an intuitive and necessary process for survival. Batouala’s village shares a similar sexual openness that reflects just how integral sex is in their everyday lives. For instance, his eight wives feel “no awkwardness” in washing “their sexual parts” in plain view of Yassigui’ndja, his chief wife. In their eyes “it is useless to hide the sexual charms which N’Gakoura (God) has allotted” to each of us (28). By situating sex as a divine endowment, it becomes natural to embrace it and enact it. Incorporating it into every aspect of life also becomes a means of thanksgiving for this special gift.

A sexually liberated society becomes more tangible within this scope. Polygamy’s seeming exploitation of feminine sexuality emerges as a logical, common law that complements a higher law. Since customs allowed nursing wives to take maternity leave for “twenty-four to thirty-six moons at a time,” a husband is “authorized to annex to his original household as many wives as he can feed” to release him “from the taboo imposed on the… mother” (44-45). Quite frankly, open masculine sexual exploits are justified as needs because sex is central to their society. Unfaithful partnership is similarly rationalized, especially for Yassigui’ndja. Though she is the first wife of a chief she shamelessly yearns for different men throughout the novel and blatantly pursues Batouala’s comrade Bissibi’ngui. “She had wanted to be able to taste [a white man’s] embraces so that she could compare them to those of Batouala,” despite rumors of their bad sex (48). Her lust does not demonize her, however, because it is her human nature, a necessity. Instead it leads her to pursue “the hunger she had for [Bissibi’ngui]” (36). After all he had summoned her and,

“A woman should never refuse the desire of a man, especially when that man pleases her. That is a functional principle. The only law is instinct. Cheating on one’s man is not so important, or rather it ought not to be” (36).

Batouala’s society obviously heralds sexual desires for they manipulate certain laws, principles, and practices to include it.

If “the only law is instinct,” then the pleasure principle will always trump any vows or traditions. This is why “even perversions and sins against customs are allowed during the sacred Ga’nza (85). For instance, Yassigui’ndja can wear the “painted wooden phallus” and satisfy her desire as the male figure” in the dance with a virgin girl (86). Homosexuality, a traditional taboo, is pardoned in this case because it is still sex. It is to be worshipped in this instant as an unrestrained communal act. Everyone must recognize N’Gakoura’s endowments and welcome new initiates into mystical adulthood. During this mass frenzy there are also “fights and raucous cries” suggesting struggle and discomfort. The dance aims to produces “sexual drunkenness” (87). Moral values are momentarily sidelined for a greater necessity. Differing tribes unite to release tensions in a way that best honors their most sacred and natural godly gift. Despite minor violence and uncanny lewdness, the Ga’nza reflects the people’s holistic love for themselves, their habitat, and their history.

SOME INTERESTING STUFF I READ TODAY ON "CONSCIOUS AFRICANS"....


When one thinks of the word "king" or "kingship", images of a dominating and imposing male may likely flood the mind. This guy will probably be dressed in elaborate royal garments with a golden, jewel-encrusted crown in this vision. Our understanding of a "king" as a representation of power is solidified in films as kings are portrayed as virtual living-Gods with a royal court displaying their willing fidelity to this deity. Yet as is the case with most things in life, truth may be far different from what Hollywood, the media, and the establishment will have us beLIEve. As far back as 350,000 years ago, the earliest of ancestors held the mother-goddess in the highest regard as most indigenous people practiced a matrilineal culture. In these flourishing societies it was the woman who held the supreme power of rule. Her decisions were final, and it was SHE and ONLY SHE who decided who the king would be. Let us examine this interesting topic at greater length. Ready? Great!


"I am Nature (Netjer), the Universal Mother, mistress of all elements, primordial child of time, sovereign of all things spiritual, queen of the dead, queen also of the immortals, the single manifestation of all gods and goddesses that are. My nod governs the shining heights of Heaven, the wholesome sea-breezes, the lamentable silences of the world below." This hymn of the goddess Auset (called Isis) was recorded in ancient Philae and is a testament to the homage that the ancients paid to the goddess. Many ancient cultures accepted an understanding that the well-being of the entire nation, community, or tribe was directly associated with the desires and/or will of the mother-goddess. The king, who was subservient to the queen, DID NOT have seniority in matters relating to the state or the people in general. In fact, failure to provide adequate representation or responsibility often meant the king was removed and replaced with a younger, more capable king who was full of virility. It has been the cultural practice of various ancient peoples that this "removal" of the old king was done in a ritual sacrifice. Understanding the significance of the ritual, many records indicate that the "victim" was often willing to go to the sacrifice with the acceptance that it would restore prosperity in all aspects of the nation. There are also records which suggest that some of the "ritual sacrifices" of the out-going king was a "symbolic" ceremony where he was laid upon an altar where an elaborate drama took place. Many of these rituals have trickled down to the ceremonies of various Masonic orders.


As late as the year 1810 C.E., the wives of the kings in the land we now call Zimbabwe, strangled their husbands to death every four years at the moon temple. It was said that this predetermined ritual was carried out because the queen needed the "refreshment" of a new lover in periodic phases, just as the phases of the moon are replenished or "refreshed." In the African country of Nigeria, ancient kings were strangled after it was determined that the queen was pregnant. This allowed him the opportunity to fulfill the tradition of begetting "one royal offspring." Even among the peoples of Crete do we find that the Cretan kings were "never allowed to grow old", yet they "always" died in the dew of their youth. Because of these cultural practices, it was not at all uncommon for the queen to have multiple husbands. A queen with many strong and wise husbands was highly respected and feared. It was known that her power was absolute, and few dared to challenge her authority.


Thanks to a Eurocentric presentation of history, we often hear about the kings of Africa without the understanding that the true power resided in the queens. One of the most famous civilizations to spring out of Africa is that of ancient Khemet (called Egypt). This was a PURELY MATRILINEAL society with the mother-goddess as the center of worship and rulership. Perhaps one of the largest misconceptions about the ancient Khemetu is that the word "pharaoh" refers to a "male" ruler. Well, this is not accurate as the kings in ancient Khemet were called "ngu" or "nsw." According to the ancient African oral tradition as taught in esoteric circles, the term "pharaoh"is a Greek derivation of the Khemetic term "per aa", which means "high house" or "great house." The ancients of Khemet were referring to the "female" as the "high house" which was the earthly representation of the head of the royal family and the people. Evidence of this is prevalent in the temple depictions of Queen Hatshepsut and Hat-Heru (called Hathor). Even the most celebrated of Khemetic goddesses, Auset (called Isis) shows proof of her placement above her brother/husband Ausar (called Osiris). Her iconography in Medu Netjer (called hieroglyphics) is the vulva and the royal throne; the latter is often seen placed above her head as she is mostly depicted in her "position of power" standing "behind" Ausar. This is the true origin of proverbial sayings such as "the woman is the backbone" or " 'behind' every strong man is a strong woman." To think that because one is "in front" they are the "head" or "leader" is quite irresponsible thinking. One only needs to consider the game of chess where the expendable pawns are "in front" of the queen who holds the greatest power.


The ancient people of Ghana were governed by a matrilineal succession where power was passed through to a king by a sister's son. This practice was considered a divine right and is still practiced in some parts of Ghana today. A powerful African people known as the Lovedu were said to be ruled by a FEMALE "king" who took a series of lovers yet always left the power of government to one of the young princesses. The mighty Ashanti people of Africa were ruled by queens up until the British Protectorate in 1895. One of the most famous queens of the Ashanti was Yaa Asantewa, who fought valiantly against the British invaders to her death. Invasions seemed to alter the matrilineal practices of Africa as Angola was ruled totally by women until the Portuguese arrived with their torture and white male- gods. Other African nations who also honored the matrilineal pattern of governing were Abrons of Loango,Daura and the people of Ubemba. The queen of Ubemba was referred to as "Mamfumer" which means "mother of kings." This power women held over men was prevalent in ancient Babylon as well. One ruler, Shamash-shum-ukin said he was chosen for kingship by a goddess under her title Erua, which means "queen of the gods." In Assyria, King Esarhaddon said he was "beloved of Queen Ishtar, the goddess of everything." Failure to pay homage to Ishtar meant the arousal of sudden destruction to these ancients.


In many cases, a sacred or symbolic marriage to a goddess or queen was necessary for a man to become king. This was the origin of the term "holy matrimony" called "hieros gamos" by the Greeks. Many married people are unaware of the origins of their most honored institution. The word marriage comes from the Latin term "maritare" which means, "a union under the auspices of the Goddess Aphrodite-Mari." From the earliest of times, the union between man and woman was always an event encouraged or inspired by the female. It is deemed to be an institution "ordained by god" in Christianity and other bible-based religions. The irony of this is that when Christianity was being invented and established, the early Church Fathers spoke harshly of marriage as the suppression of the feminine principle sowed the seeds for the male-dominated (dumb-inated?) dogma to spread worldwide. Origen declared that "Matrimony is impure and unholy, a means to sexual passion." The so-called "Saint" Ambrose said marriage was a crime against god because it altered the original state of virginity that we all were born in. (Damn! Wearing clothes must be a crime against this god of his too, huh?) Another so-called "Saint" named Jerome said one of the most imperative purposes of god was to "cut down with an axe of Virginity the wood of Marriage." Clearly we see an overt attempt by the Christian Fathers to replace the old guard of the moon- goddess with the chauvinistic, male-dominated sun-god energy.


Although the Church doesn't readily admit to it, goddess worship is still prevalent in the traditions that have come to be accepted as "Christian." One such tradition is the celebration of Easter, a fertility holy day beyond any shadow of a doubt. Many accept it to be the day a cat named Jesus rose from the dead, an actual historical account. This could NEVER be the case as Easter NEVER falls on the same date each year as it would were it a historical event. The "day" of the week will change, but never the "date." We would mock someone as a liar if they claimed "new" birthday each year. Yet the Christian myth flies under the radar of scrutiny as beLIEf takes the place of sound reasoning. Easter is ALWAYS the FIRST SUNday AFTER the FIRST FULL MOON that FOLLOWS the spring (or vernal) equinox. The celebration was heralded centuries before people even heard of that Jesus guy, let alone Christianity. The goddess Ester, Esther, Ashter, Ishtar, Aesteroth, or Easter was known to many cultures as a symbol of re-birth and fertility. The bible also gives a hint of the true nature of the goddesss-queen in the book of the Acts of the Apostles (8:27) where it speaks of Queen Candace of the Ethiopia. This Queen Candace was actually from a line of powerful Ethiopian queens called the "Candaces." They were known for their benevolent and flourishing queendoms.


As we have seen, the vital role played by the queen in history has had great implications on the term we know of as king. Even in the modern era of the British Monarchy, we see the queen holding higher power than the king or prince. In fact, Prince Phillip has to walk a few paces behind the queen in public and formal ceremonies. His failure to do so might earn him some form of reprimand. This power is prevalent in many relationships today as the word of the mother is final and irrefutable. When growing-up we would ask pops if we could go out and play. His resounding answer still lingers in the mind today; "Go ask your mother." Now that's REAL power! Before we depart, let's absorb this ancient Khemetic proverb from the book of Ani which is a testament to the power of the queen-mother in a time long removed. "Do not order your wife around in her house when you know she keeps it in excellent order. Do not ask her "where is it" or say to her "bring it to us" when she has put it in the proper place. Watch her carefully and keep silent and you will see how well she manages. How happy is your house when you support her. There are many men who do not know this. But if a man refrains from causing strife at home, he will not see its inception. Thus, every man who wishes to master his house must first master his emotions."


Divine love to you all!! HOTEP!! HOTEP!! HOTEP!!


-Akhenamen, from the Heartical-Article series, 2008

KRS-ONE & THE TRUTH!

PART ONE




PART TWO




PART THREE



"we need to become FREE people again, not FREED people!"
KRS-ONE

SARASUTENSETI Kicks Knowledge!

MA'AT!

Why White People Hate Us Cause They Aint Us

HAHAHAHA some of the greatest youtube comments ive ever read~

"Yes. They only had a 6,000 year life span which ended in 1914, but they've been trying everything they can to extend their life. If you notice, the sun is getting warmer, and they are starting to drop like flies. Even the birth rates are decreasing. Global warming is not because of pollution alone, it's the earth heating up to get rid of the parasites, much like how the body heats up(fever) when you have a cold/flu to create an undesirable environment for viruses and bacterias."

"whites do hate to be made to feel guilty. also i takes blacks to manisfest guilt or shame on whites to lead them to change. if whites did'nt live amongst blacks they would decline morally as well as intellectually"

Bobby Hemmitt (and some other scholars i consider credible) have attributed the human artificial's lack of high mental capacity (and souls) to their melanin deficiencies. man i wish i was DARKER! we the children of the deepest black! the soul creates melanin (thru the pineal gland) like fire creates soot, (and/or black smoke?)

THAT MAKES SENSE! the pineal gland is in the forehead (brain much?) so the more soul you have the more that pineal gland is active the blacker you are the higher the potential of your mind... and thats why the sol (sun lmao!!!) is our friend! check heremahket... so-called sphinx... where he's facing... not a coincidence that the sun hits his forehead from the east to activate his pineal gland.

sun rises in the east and sets in the west. no coincidence!!! spring (time of growth, cultivation!) occurs when the sun is rising exponentially in the sky as days pass. sun rises in the east because thats where knowledge grows. thats why most of the wisdom is preserved in the east so that we can follow the sun's path and GROW by connecting to the east (you know the asiatic continents... like wonder why tibet is on lockdown? why its so fuckin holy? they dont want us to go back!) ;-).

and the sun sets in the west.... hmph. no wonder crackers love winter and snow and cold... a time where everything is dying and the sun is getting exponentially lower in the sky as days pass. the same reason that they are addicted to this "gospel" (ghost spell) and are addicted to death. wtf.

black people stay CENTERED thats why we are from NUBIA. not notably the east or west but the CENTER.

go original people! we are truly unique!

Xaymaca

Arawak oh Arawak... glorious in your indigenous legacy!
(funny how the word indigenous has the prefix indi...AN??)

so. did y'all know that Jamaica... comes from the Arawak term Xaymaca (MACA! LIKE THE PRICKLIES!)... which means "land of wood and water" :)

GOOOOO US!

Black Roots Wisdom/ Science

AHHH! I DONT WANT TO DO MY HW TODAY, ID RATHER READ THIS!

http://www.assatashakur.org/forum/spirituality-connect-your-center/2214-black-roots-wisdom-botswana.html

the blaq man is 66 trillion years old?? GOOD GOD!!


kush - ethiopia
nubia - afrika
kemet (kmt) - egypt
lemuria
timeria

The Sphinx DECODED

hmm. so what is the SPHINX for real?
according to etymonline.com (one of my FAVORITE sites... sat on here one night with the babylove and almost decoded the entire matrix -- well, felt like i did, but i was also high on some unnamables! lmao anyhow)

sphinx

c.1421, "monster of Gk. mythology," from L. Sphinx, from Gk. Sphinx, lit." the strangler," a back-formation from sphingein "to squeeze, bind" (see sphincter). Monster, having a lion's (winged) body and a woman's head, that waylaid travelers around Thebes and devoured those who could not answer its questions; Oedipus solved the riddle and the Sphinx killed herself. The proper plural would be sphinges. Transf. sense of "person or thing of mysterious nature" is from 1610. In the Egyptian sense (usually male and wingless) it is attested from 1579; specific reference to the colossal stone one near the pyramids as Giza is attested from 1613.

^^^^THE SPHINX^^^^

BUT!!!! CHECK THIS OUT!! THE THING WE ALL CALL SPHINX IN EGYPT IS ACTUALLY CALLED HER-EM-AKHET (google it baby!). SO WHY WERE THEY SO QUICK TO CALL IT A SPHINX?! IT AINT A CHICK!


(for more info on her-em-akhet check out: Riddle of Her-Em-Akhet)

so... are they tryna make kmt seem GAY!? everyone knows that gayness comes from sick greeks/ romans. (like baby cham said "a some sick white people do them thing there at foreign")

*sigh* i feel so fuckin stupid and cheated. i myself am "bisexual", and to this day i don't understand why or how to break it. and its led me down some dark paths. and i'm not gonna blame that on anything. it's something inside of me. and i have a strong mind and i am a free thinker so i should be able to understand it AT LEAST.... if not beat it. i DO want to beat it. and i WILL beat it. so my purging starts now.

anyway. this all came out to me because of my research on the Boule, which is a gay black secret society of men... including russel simmons, ne-yo, ll cool j (GOOOO FIGURE!), nas, WEB DUBOIS (fuckin sell-out founded the NY chapter).... blah blah blah.

they tried to get dave chapelle and look what happened?
pimp c spoke out against russell simmons and look what happened to him!

and i heard jay z is a freemason. i actually think hes rockafellers illegitimate jew baby lol.

Steve Cokely is working to expose them.
for more info check out KILLUMINATI-BOULE or DA GHETTO TYMZ

The Oracles of Zoroaster

some interesting crakkka distortions to static... check the rhyme
(delusions of grandeur revealed at sacred-texts.com)

1. But God is He having the head of the Hawk. The same is the first, incorruptible, eternal, unbegotten, indivisible, dissimilar: the dispenser of all good; indestructible; the best of the good, the Wisest of the wise; He is the Father of Equity and Justice, self-taught, physical, perfect, and wise--He who inspires the Sacred Philosophy.

Eusebius. Præparatio Evangelica, liber. I., chap. X.

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2. Theurgists assert that He is a God and celebrate him as both older and younger, as a circulating and eternal God, as understanding the whole number of all things moving in the World, and moreover infinite through his power and energizing a spiral force.

Proclus on the Timæus of Plato, 244. Z. or T.

p. 24

The Egyptian Pantheon had an Elder and a Younger Horus--a God--son of Osiris and Isis. Taylor suggests that He refers to Kronos, Time, or Chronos, as the later Platonists wrote the name. Kronos, or Saturnus, of the Romans, was son of Uranos and Gaia, husband of Rhea, father of Zeus.

SO BASICALLY WE ALL KNOW THAT THEY STOLE THE STORY, CHANGED THE NAMES AND SAID IT CAME FROM THEM (WHO CARES WHERE IT COMES FROM!?)

BUT THINK ABOUT THIS, KRONOS IS SUPPOSED TO BE HORUS (CHRONOLOGY = TIME JUST LIKE HOURS = TIME, BOTH WORDS ORIGINATING FROM EACH CHARACTER RELATIVELY). BUT IN ROME THEY CALLED KRONOS SATURNUS. THE SUN GOD? THE SUN OF GOD? THE SON OF GOD. SPAWNS SATURNALIA SPAWNS CHRISTMAS. SO KRONOS IS THEIR ISA (JESUS)? WELL DUH BECAUSE ISA IS THE SANSKRIT OF HORUS!

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3. The God of the Universe, eternal, limitless, both young and old, having a spiral force.

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4. For the Eternal Æon *--according to the Oracle--is the cause of never failing life, of unwearied power and unsluggish energy.

Taylor.--T.

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5. Hence the inscrutable God is called silent by the divine ones, and is said to consent with Mind, and to be known to human souls through the power of the Mind alone. (this reminds me of "free your mind neo")

THE PYRAMID TEXTS

The Pyramid Texts were funerary inscriptions that were written on the walls of the early Ancient Egyptian pyramids at Sakkara. These date back to the fifth and sixth dynasties, approximately the years 2350-2175 B.C.E. However it is believed that they were composed much earlier, circa 3000 B.C.E. The Pyramid Texts are, therefore, essentially the oldest sacred texts known.

harachte = heru/ har (the god formerly known as "horus of the two horizons" lol)
(hmm, is that where they got hours from? horus -- of two horizons meaning time, night and day, sunrise. sunset... i wonder?)

Ennead (Greek Ἐννεάς, meaning the nine), an ancient Greek translation of the Egyptian word, Pesedjet, consists of a grouping of nine deities, most often appearing in the context of Egyptian mythology

SO WE ARE GONNA CALL IT THE ANNU PESEDJET
(anu hmmm? anunnaki!?)

Creation myth of the Annu pesedjet

From the primeval waters represented by Nun, a mound appeared. Upon the mound sat Ra, who had begotten himself. Bored and alone, he masturbated or, according to other stories, spat, producing air, Shu, and moisture, Tefnut. Shu and Tefnut in turn mated and she gave birth to the Earth, Geb, and the sky, Nut. Because of their initial closeness, Geb and Nut engaged in continuous copulation until Shu separated them, lifting Nut into her place in the sky. The children of Geb and Nut were Isis, Nephthys, Osiris, and Seth.

Ka = pharaoh

more to come later...

MY LOVE GROWS DEEPER EVERYDAY

and takes a li'l piece of me......

and since this is so. i've chosen to build on my joy by plotting my journey.
and so it begins :)

who are we?
THE ANUNNAKI
(also transcribed as: Anunnaku, Ananaki) are a group of Sumerian and Akkadian deities related to, and in some cases overlapping with, the Annuna (the 'Fifty Great Gods') and the Igigi (minor gods). The name is variously written "da-nuna", "da-nuna-ke4-ne", or "da-nun-na", meaning something to the effect of 'those of royal blood'[1] or 'princely offspring'[2] or "heaven and earth" (Anu-na-ki)