And it all makes sense. Kemi people were so surreal. The Original Man was unity. Of all of these things liftin up the Most High. I can't get mad at brothers that swear that they are everything... 'cause they are lol.
As a young lady I was rather perturbed with the idea that woman was made for man and vice versa, because I felt like it was such a cop-out, a route to an empty existence. But as a woman I love the fact that I get to be devoted to a GREAT man. My place in it all is love. So that's what I'm gonna bring.
YEP. We'll save the world, just you watch!
the seed. The conditioned is the flower and the fruit Knowledge is the branch and the truth is the root Look and see where the root is; happiness shall be yours when you come to the root it will lead you to the branch, the leaf, the flower, and the fruit.
So, tomorrow I am going to restart my fast that I was originally observing with the Bahá'í Faith. I got like 5 days into it and crumbled, so this last week will definitely BE dedicated to recapturing that confidence I had two weeks ago.
Cucumbers + Green Peppers + Granny Smith Apples + a touch of cayenne pepper
all alkaline, all green
Grains to get into - SOAK these to eat them raw
Kamut Grain
Amaranth Seed - Calalou seed
Wild Rice (but I already love wild rice anyway!) - not cultivated, grown in Mississippi
Quinoa (Kinwa) Grain - Planted by Ancient Incans [2 cups of water to 1 cup of Quinoa]
Rye
Spelt Flour
WHEAT IS A HYBRID!? GO FIGURE! :-\ Another scam uncovered.
Check out these natural sweeteners -
Agave Syrup - from cactus plants
"remember Cain killed able.... and cain doesn't have a seed" that's right nagus, stay away from sugar, do natural sweeteners instead
LOL. --
So I will be fasting from March 15-21 (tomorrow - Next Sunday), from sunrise to sun set. This next week is also my Spring Break, So this should be pretty chill.
The moon will rise and fall at these times in Washington, DC:
Mar 15, 2009 7:19 AM 7:15 PM Mar 16, 2009 7:18 AM 7:16 PM Mar 17, 2009 7:16 AM 7:17 PM Mar 18, 2009 7:14 AM 7:18 PM Mar 19, 2009 7:13 AM 7:19 PM Mar 20, 2009 7:11 AM 7:20 PM Mar 21, 2009 7:10 AM 7:21 PM
Which means I will be waking up and eating heartily at 6:30, then a snack at 7:00ish. At 7:30 I will eat a hearty meal and Then a snack at 8:30. And then a light meal before bed at 10-10:30ish.
I'm excited to begin again. My soul is crying for it.
When I break fast on Sunday, 21 I will be a new vegetarian. My love agreed to chip in to the new grocery list (wish he would chip into me *pouts* or at least let me come around more so we could share in the bounty together, like sippin' smoothies and play fightin'. FUCK THAT I'M GONNA MAKE HIM MAKE TIME FOR ME DURING SPRING BREAK)
*steps down off soapbox* Sorting thru my personals is getting increasingly easier, but definitely more intense than I ever thought it would be. It's just getting really lonely. I'm really dipping into myself and refusing to come out. When I do want to come out there always seems to be danger. And no one likes to come and find me really so, shrug. Better get used to the feeling.
